Thursday, October 18, 2007

Terrorists in New Zealand?

I find it hard to believe that the Majority of English Immigrant Politically Motivated New Zealanders have finially enabled even their own "slavery system" to overpower the real true vote of the Silent Majority of Non Voters and Opposition Voters who oppose making invisable non resolvable decisions for the ideology of a minority pre-existing race.

I dont even know if that made sense but if it does, lets see it's start to prosecute their own departments with facts unknown to their own information gathering devices in use on the people of it's own existance... profit from natural occuring genetic traits in cultures worldwide, making them criminal and unable to operate within a boundry, constricted to intimidation from a minority police, government force and Law who like church manages the system with a series of judges whom have a delusion of facts presented via screen directly to the judge of conviction by police interferance of available material connected to the file. The pubic opinion is not taken into consideration when forensic evidence is presented with more applicable possibilities or combinations to proove conviction is not always the best method to resolve indifferances of lost battles of war.

The Natural Habitants or Animals of any type on any natural land on earth are to be treasured by it's fellow lifeforms surely, I mean to make one EXTINCT is not a way to deal with it's survival when threatend, I feel both parties are feeling threatend, although both are training for the possibility of imminant danger from the other...

what ever next? political fractions engaged in acts of terrorism via men wearing the battle colours of their preferred method of management via the treaty? does this remind us of something from the past? does the blue line get any thicker than driving the economy and thoughts of freedom into reality from a virtual world?

Thoughts... but hey, who would ever know till someone dies believing what they are doing is right. Kia Kaha I say with all care but no responsibility.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Maori Terrorism? How can this be working if reports like this are fact?

Key Intervention:
Māori Responsiveness

Background Information

The disproportionate and increased rate of offending by Māori, both youth and adult offenders, is reflected in almost every major negative area associated with criminal activity, including dishonesty, drugs, murder, aggravated robbery, serious assaults and family violence.
Intervention Progress Report

Capability/Response to Reducing Offending by Māori and Victimisation of Māori
Police continue to improve intelligence and evidence based mechanisms to empower their decision-making about deployment and partner options. Police’s Iwi Liaison Officers continue to enhance very good relationships with Māori across the country. This network combined with focused lead from the Māori Pacific Ethnic Services office has had a profound and positive effect across the manner and method of policing deployed during the Hikoi and annual celebrations at Waitangi.
A revised Responsiveness to Māori Strategy to 2010 is intended to be progressive. It seeks to build on established excellent relationships and capability platforms between Police and Māori and is integral to, and complimentary of, district priorities to prevent and reduce crime.
Partnerships with Māori are critical to success. The underlying negative social conditions that are fertile to crime propensity will remain unchanged unless Māori iwi/hapü is fully engaged in all process from conceptualisation, through implementation to continuous improvement.
The over-representation in criminal activity by Māori requires innovative techniques and responses to tackle and prevent offending by and victimisation of Māori. The issue of reducing offending continues to be addressed through intervention programmes, which have required the specialist skills of Iwi Liaison Officers, leading and directing much of the district programmes. In 2005/06 Police continued to grow capability by focusing and delivering on:
proactive crime reduction initiatives across police districts
building energetic and effective partnerships, evident in some areas
developing innovative leadership through a leadership development course
involving Māori as key decision makers to activate tactical options to reduce offending and victimisation such as in Waikato and Auckland
regular evidence based briefings to strategic partners to focus on the crime problems
the use of improved intelligence products has made a significant difference in some districts through proactively targeting specific crime types such as burglary and family violence and with the support of key Māori partners who took ownership of the identified problems.
The focus on well-trained and well-supported staff has been the key to understanding the value of applying a more effective and efficient use of evidence based policing, community oriented policing and joint problem solving approaches to reduce offending by Māori. Introductory courses to Responsiveness to Māori are a core part of curriculum delivery at the Royal New Zealand Police College aimed at improving police response to reduce crime. The delivery and presentation to senior police courses in 2005/06 namely the Advanced Intel-Analysts, Criminal Investigation Branch, and Senior Youth Services group supported the advancement of the Responsiveness to Māori Strategy. Building the skills and competency levels through training is ongoing.
Police continued to put more focus on priority crime types committed by high risk offenders by bringing together the best possible people and a broader range of innovative and effective providers from the public, private, and community sectors to support targeted interventions.
Leadership and Management Commitment
In October 2004 Police approved a Leadership and Management Development Course aimed at increasing the leadership capability of members of Police with a close association with Māori, Pacific or other Ethnic Communities. The course commenced in 2006, and is designed to develop potential and assist emerging leaders to reach their full capability. 20 frontline constables are currently on this course.
Area commanders and middle managers including Iwi Liaison Officers have undertaken Māori Responsiveness training to develop a consistent, integrated and cohesive approach to reduce Māori offending and victimisation.
Partnership Relationship with Māori
The Commissioner’s Māori Focus Forum will continue to advise on key strategic and national issues for Māori and maintain oversight on key interventions with Māori. The Forum maintains links through its membership to all of the district advisory groups.
Equitable access to policing services
Youth Offending Teams are an available resource to ensure Māori children and young people are deterred from engaging in crime. The engagement of Iwi Liaison Officers in this area will support Youth Services including providing access to key Māori service providers who are available to tackle the causes of youth offending and other related poor outcomes. It is essential that these services are accessible and available to Māori. Family Safety Teams for family violence prevention with the support of Iwi Liaison Officers will inform iwi/hapü on the prevalence of violence to support proactive interventions.
Targeted responses to Māori Offending and Re-offending
Targeted enforcement and crime prevention are at the heart of the Responsiveness to Māori Strategy. Police’s ongoing approach is based on evidence that the risk factors such as low income, drug and alcohol abuse, antisocial behaviour and violence are of high incidence in Māori communities, and that this situation requires a targeted response to address the over-representation in crime. Police continue to focus on improving the quality of intelligence information and assessment to prioritise the use of resources and encourage the use of proactive partnerships. Police efforts in this area include improving Police and other agency effectiveness and support for at-risk Māori families, working with all partners to reduce the incidence of family violence for Māori, as well as supporting Māori youth at risk preventive programmes. In addition Police are working with all partners to reduce misuse and abuse of alcohol and drugs by Māori.
Key partners and strategies that Police work with to enhance Māori responsiveness include:
Te Puni Kökiri, Ministry of Social Development, local Iwi/hapü, Māori service providers, Māori based consultation groups, community agencies.
Government’s commitment to uphold the principles of the Treaty of Waitangi, He Tirohanga o Kawa ki te Tiriti o Waitangi, Rapua Te Huarahi Tika, Whanake Rangatahi.
Government’s Crime Reduction Strategy, Responsiveness to Māori Strategy to 2010, Te Rito: New Zealand Family Violence Prevention Strategy, Youth Offending Strategy, Government’s Road Safety to 2010 Strategy, Improving Outcomes for Young People in Counties Mānukau.

New Zealand Police Annual Reportfor the year ended 30 June 2006
Presented to the House of Representatives pursuant to section 44 (1) of the Public Finance Act 1989.

ISSN: 1176-2497

The Minister of Police WELLINGTON

Pursuant to the provisions of Section 65 of the Police Act 1958 and Section 44 (1) of the Public Finance Act 1989, I submit my report on the operations of the New Zealand Police for the year ended 30 June 2006.

H BroadCommissioner of Police

Police Oath
I do swear that I will well and truly serve our Sovereign Lady the Queen in the Police, without favour or affection, malice or ill will, until I am legally discharged; that I will see and cause Her Majesty’s peace to be kept and preserved; and I will prevent to the best of my power all offences against the peace; and that while I continue to hold the said office I will to the best of my skill and knowledge discharge all the duties thereof faithfully according to law. So help me God.
*Note - They need gods help!

Police Act 1958
Police Vision and Mission

Police’s Vision is to build “safer communities together”.

Police’s Mission is to serve the community by:
• reducing the incidence and effects of crime;
• detecting and apprehending offenders;
• maintaining law and order and enhancing public safety.

Police Values

Integrity: All Police members are committed and loyal to the vision, values and goals of the organisation. They inspire trust and behave honestly and ethically.

Professionalism: All Police members are aware of the impact of their behaviour at all times. They maintain self-control, are resilient and present a professional image. They uphold the rule of law and maintain the guidelines, standards, policies and procedures set by the organisation.

Respect: All Police members understand that their role is to acknowledge and respond to our diverse society and to serve all people with dignity. In doing so they recognise the rights, values and freedoms of all people.

Commitment to Māori and Treaty: We are committed to being responsive to Māori as tangata whenua, recognising the Treaty of Waitangi as New Zealand’s founding document. By working with Māori we will enhance safety and security.


Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Poetry From Manic Depression

Renton Innes - Oct 9 2007 6:49 pm
Immersed in water, my hair waves like seaweed in a sea storm, Waking me without Sleep, into an ocean of white capped horizontal waves, Beating me to the ground, while I stand up facing each; head on. Relentless struggle dragging me down, gasping for air I slowly sink, eyes wide open, salt in my eyes, To tired to cry, letting go of my every fear, my pride; I give in.

Monday, October 8, 2007

My Personal Thoughts Poem

If what I read is true, I imagine the cost of policing will be decreasing with the increase of the computer software and hardware investment the police have already made.

I understand also the low cost in maintaining such a system with just electricity and a few yearly hardware updates and replacement of faulty storage/retrieval devices when needed, new static storage devices make it easier to service etc for everyone.

What I would also like to see is the Every Cent taken from the computer online e crime labs profit to go back to society to which they are designed to protect in the first place.

This is ensure improvement of all areas that remain a threat to the mental health abilities in providing a safer place to live, meaning criminals from within closed doors are also made responsible for their actions, losses and harm to society... when warranted and not facaded by a new force of machines that cannot detect E crime of a new level, like virus detection and DOS attacks which makes a personal computer ip address look and seem like a criminal or terrorist amongst others... who will be the neutral party to ensure the e crim labs are protected from their own attraction to those who are more sussceptable to crimanal acts to solve an acceptable level of social pressure...?

I would hope that the crinimals dont go back to working from the street level again, where it's more brutal and life threatening than behind closed ports or doors.

Who are policing the police when they are unable to act upon themselves and their own in their positions in society, including the law and those associated within it's own inbred subjective old boy back rubbing nationalists and loyalists or religious obessed extreemists of all denominators and race, borderlined with racist biggots infecting those left to face the fall out from yester years public democratic fashion, bylaws that incriminate those who are rare or disabled to establish a norm omong the minority or immigrated patriots to crown the exiled king's queen bow, if the time is now, burn your bibles and rewrite your own, tomorrow is unlike today when you are freed from the chains of white power prejudice from a delusional state that once was, blind and without the third eye from objective denialist demmentia; judge upon yourself that of others and find fate in your own pool with legal tied hands behind your back, you are the sack and we are your kittens, who is going to be your stream? with who's blood are you going to paint our dreams? What were we looking for when we started going back to those who fell in your path to nowhere but the circles we are walking in, smoke signals are blowing in the wind and you are set on concrete shoes for those running in the wrong direction, leadership comes from watching those who lead, lead, and following the same path and steps to acheive the best, together, as one, tahi. grimmace all you like and swear to those who cant hear your slient screams, amongst the seven sins criminals strike as people without, within your invisable dream's intrusion on our life, on earth...

Send complaints to or for comments.

New Zealand Future Policing Policy Blueprint Extract

A lot of people think e-crime is just cybercrime and computer hacking, but
it’s not. The majority of e-crimes involve all sorts of crime where
computers or electronic devices are being used as:

• a tool in the commission of an offence;
• a storage device in the commission of an offence;
• the target of an offence.

What does the Electronic Crime Lab do?

The ECL exists to recover electronic evidence. As you know, society’s
changing. We’re storing our information differently, we’re communicating
differently and, as a result, during investigations we’re coming across not
just physical evidence but electronic evidence, as well – hard drives,
computers, laptops, personal organisers, cellphones, digital cameras, you
name it – and it needs a forensic expert to bring the evidence out.

Not just that, it needs to be in a form investigators can understand and that a jury
can understand when it goes to court.

We also provide forensic assistance with the investigation, sometimes even
sitting in on interviews and asking questions.

We have three divisions within the ECL:

• Signal processing: this is how it all started in the 1980s. It’s basically
recovering audio and video evidence;
• Data processing: this is now the biggest part of our operation.
Everything that contains data needing to be recovered is analysed by
the team; and
• Research and development: this develops tools and technology that we
use in our investigations.

Any crime can have an electronic component – drugs, homicides, national
security, sexual, burglary, fraud, anything – and e-crime can relate to any
offence. Often it’s traditional crimes coming out in different forms, but
containing electronic evidence that needs to be recovered.

Exponential increase In 2004, the Lab’s 11 analysts handled 1,150 cases, involving16,300

A quarter of the crimes were drug-related, 20 per cent were
sexual offences, followed by fraud (18 per cent), burglary and theft (13 per
cent) and homicide (eight per cent).

We’ve seen an exponential increase in the number of cases submitted to
the police over the years (below) – if you put the uptake of the Internet
alongside, it’s almost the same curve.

Recovering electronic evidence

Policing challenges

There are a range of challenges we face with e-crime, including:
• anonymity, global reach, and speed;
• multiple victims;
• volatility of evidence;
• widespread availability of encryption;
• capability gap among generalist staff;
• legislative framework largely based on physical world.

There’s understandably a capability gap among generalist staff. We get
100s of calls from people around the country asking for help. It’s unrealistic
– and expensive – to train everyone to have a level of understanding that
can actually deal with these sorts of investigations, so the lab serves as a
point for these complaints, or at least works as an interface.

Electronic evidence has been around since 1984 – but advancing technologies and a
proliferation of illegal activities are providing ever changing challenges for the New Zealand
Police’s Electronic Crime Laboratory (ECL), according to Maarten Kleintjes.

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Legislative framework

The law is lagging behind when it comes the electronic age. I’ve been
working for years to revise:

• the searching of intangible spaces;
• remote searching;
• the existing search warrant regime;
• misconceptions and the Privacy Act (people seem obsessed about not
releasing information to the police!)

We want to be able to execute a search warrant in Cyberspace.

There are offenders who don’t have computers but store data somewhere in

If they can access it in New Zealand we should be able to
search for it legally.

Our search warrants are also for a particular address. If we go to a
defendant’s house and there’s no data there (it’s all stored somewhere
else), we have to go and get another search warrant. But by the time we
do, the person will have taken steps to erase the information.
Managing demand for services

We’re currently developing “zero skill” tools that will allow any
investigator, who can point and click a mouse and knows what they’re
“We’re currently developing “zero skill” tools that will allow any
investigator, who can point and click a mouse and knows what they’re looking for, to search a computer in a forensically sound way.”

looking for, to search a computer in a forensically sound way. This will let
investigators do the investigation and give the work to those who should
be doing it in the first place.

Reporting e-offending

I believe that large proportions of e-crimes, in terms of cybercrimes, are
not actually being reported to the police because people don’t know
where to go. We need a single point for reporting e-crime, developing e-
crime intelligence, co-ordinating transnational crime, and managing
internal and external relationships.

A couple of weeks ago we had three incidents occur in different parts of
the country that were reported to us. We had an overview and could see
what was happening – it came down to one ISP.

The next step is a hi-tech crime centre.
This would be a virtual operation bringing together people working from their own premises. I’d like to see this happening and I think we’re going to get there.

omaarten kleintjes is national manager of the new zealand police’s electronic
crime laboratory (ecl). he presented the plenary e-crime and law enforcement.
Spot the ATM difference? Can you tell which is the real ATM and which one’s been compromised?

And this is how it’s done:

Genuine ATM
Fit camera
Fit skimmer
Compromised ATM
Harvest data
(Real = A and C; compromised = B and D.)
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Sunday, August 19, 2007

The Truth.

When I was facing you with the truth, It was your lies holding back our truce, it was the fear from within, falling without

When I told you what was wrong, you thought it was you, when it was us together, apart... from the beginning, our start

When I lay awake beside you at night, it was my dreams playing with you, in my sleep, It was my love for you at your feet, keeping you warm

When I got up before you, when I fell back down at night, I was hugging you, kissing you making you feel alright... Right?

If only you were there, it was me getting over the fear, from before, from after, I’ve been covering it with laughter, my life in your arms a disaster waiting to catch me off guard, this is so hard.

If only I could carry on, to make what I knew was true the truth and that I felt were lies, a disguise, die.

So I will take this chance, I will hold my head up high and together we will rise, to you the truth a surprise... along with my lows, my highs, my, my, my... Truth.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

The Kiss

When it started so quickly, it stopped so fast, When it finished, I wished it would never stop,
I walked to the door in a daze, hypnotised, phased.
The words before; nothing!, the thoughts after; something!,
I will wait for the seconds, minutes, hours, days, months or years
Just to feel like this and that again?It may never come, nor the sun, the rain, the pleasure or pain... I want to kiss you over again and again... So softly, carefully, perfectly, passionately
The smell of your perfume, the warmth of your heart, The way you held me before your depart, even the dark blue love bite mark,
My sleep brought images of you to my bed
I couldn't sleep; I lay there silently, almost dead, Listening to my breathing, A smile and a shake of my head, I closed my eyes and thought of us over and over again,
From above, I watched us kiss, from below you know...
We looked so innocent, so so so...
Awaiting dancing together with you, I can Speak without words,
Touch without sounds, The Kiss...
I remember, Treasure, Forever with Pleasure.

"You Let Me Down, again."

You let me down, down again...

I was counting on you to think of me, to make the changes to set us free, You let me down, down again, I was hoping to spend our lives together, Without an end. you let me down again.

You had a chance to solve the things, you had a chance to make amends, If you had seen that now I'm alone, missing you both from another home, if only you had made the effort, I could have been set free. from your pasts, for the arguments and selfish contrasts.

you let me down, down again.

When I was opening the world, learning about its flowers and trees, you had an icy cold breeze, stirring, whirring into a storm, your love turned sour and you became a storm.

When I was needing a hand, it was yours filled with pain, touching my skin and burning again, the first was like the last, everyone was the same, not bringing you respect, but bringing you shame. when I am sitting here without you I’d wished you had never done it again and again.

I looked through you, looking through me, I forgot your love, not forgetting loosing me The stars I wished upon connected together as one, my anger resulted in aggression to everyone, I burned and cursed, I’ve taken out my frustration on the earth.

I was seven and living without a heaven, I was eight and living within a hell!
It wasn't a god or a devil, it wasn't a sister or brother, it wasn't my government, grandfather or grandmother, It was you both, you... my own father and mother.

Bi-Polar Brothers.

Bi-Polar Brothers.

Its going to be ok, I trust you and trust me I know, cause between the not ok’s you’ve hung on to what you needed to, you’ve made a pact to do just such and im going to be with you all the way.

So when the feeling that seems to lash out from the darkness, from the unsuspecting shadows of your day, with a knife or with a sense of strife, it’s me who’s going to take the cut and it’s me who will save your life.

You cant pretend its not happening when behind you awaits the thing that scares you the most, the thing that raises from within, filling you throughout, touching your lonely soul with shivers, with fear and threats of something you will never see, but just have to share.

It’s going to be the relationship you always needed, always had, between us we will know what comes next, cause stride after stride, mile after mile, we will walk together hand in hand, until your last breath and step.

Its not just you suffering, I suffer too, it’s hard to see you like you are, and you know that too, but its going to have to do, there is no other choice, today and tomorrow will never change until we face it side by side, together in each others wake, quietly alone as the ripples thin to a calm pool of emotions that subside from the intense storm.

It’s going to be ok, we don’t have to wait, nor race ahead of ourselves toward something unknown, you can reach for my hand, when ever you trip, when ever you fall or stall and I will pick you back up from what ever ground, what ever frown or break from where ever your going to go next.

I am going to be with you all the way, what more can I possibly say, and If you can’t find me beneath the waves, just hold out your hand, don’t hold your breath, breathe, we don’t have any choice because you and I are in this together, forever, so take a good look at me and forgive me for who I am and whom I have become.

The circles we seem to be walking in are not the same, this is not a game, this is our life and what we have become, we are, One.

All Rights Reserved - Written By Renton Braden Mathew Innes 24/07/2007

The Warning.

You only get it once, if in a lifetime.

One Warning.

Before the moment, you as guilty or innocent know, things will never be the same, regardless of what you say, or do; from then on.

The tax you take on the chin, for being somehow in the know, too much.

What’s it worth?

You know you can’t pay it, but you take it anyway.

The Chance.

So if you could make a choice, for how long before your word is not law,

rich nor poor, with or without, up or down, front nor back, but right Now.

The present is so fast, you warned, the future is so far away, away

What on earth would exist when you don’t? when you think you count.


Life comes cheap and strife seems to be an echo, waving to and fro, like a stone thrown into a pond, a fairy’s wand wish, washed out.

To find a warning coming is a reminder, everything you do someone’s watching you

Warning danger ahead, thus the sign snigger dimples crimple.

Wide eyed and a beat without a pulse hangs in the dew, dust and powdered metal case click, clink, boom.

The Warning.

Written by Mathew Innes. Aotearoa 2007-03-09 Copyrights. All Rights Reserved.

My last words.

Before you leave

Just before you leave, I have something to ask, I was wanting to know if I had forgotten something, something I wanted to know...

Would you mind if I could call on you to share it with me, in what ever way...

Before you leave could you remind me I had everything you wanted me to have, everything you wanted me to know, everything I guess I wanted to listen too, and that which I may not have wanted too, to...

And before you leave could you make sure when you return, not to forget to tell me where you are, who I am, who you were, in what ever little way...

So I can put at rest my curiousness and my desire to learn, to find out what I do not know, what I cannot , couldn’t guess , I guess...

While I wait here before you leave I don’t want to let go of your hand, your soul, you…
And while I know where you are going, I don’t want to look for you, I want to let you go, before you leave remind me not to try and follow you, not to try, not to standby...

Waiting for you to leave, watching you leave, hearing you leave, seeing you leave in season style, from birth to death, my first; your last breath, before you leave this is the hardest test...

The final end of your Quest.


Pollen on your petals, Honey on your lips, Bumble Bee kisses, Butterfly winks, Rays of tingles like pins and needles embracing your smile to mine, The love you forgot to return, My broken belief, burns. On the floor through the glass door, I see you move so slowly, embraced with another man in my place, another one of your faces, I shudder, silently scream, snow melts and blizzards fog my mind, the wife you were, the wife you were supposed to be, Our love now dispersing in front of me, the cold bath and blinkless stare, all the words and whispers past your lips lie bare... I return to watch you, to pinch myself, again to silently scream... Our last dream so it seems.

Missing Addiction

Did I ever mention the man hiding behind the walls, Did you ever see the liar’s lows, the liar’s highs, hellos and goodbyes.

Stuck within the castle of a truthful man I bang to no avail, I cry from within without.

Could he be so perfect it wasn’t possible to be bad, he makes me so mad.

When he sleeps I awake and shake, grind his teeth and bite his tongue, I put on his clothes and drive in his car, I drink and go to bars, they never knew he was at home, alone the never saw him wake.

The grin and sins behind his mask last from one room to another, the sisters and brothers.

The eyes and sighs from me within begin to stir the missing link, when I finish before the sun awakes he sinks.

I place him into bed and wipe his chin, for tomorrow once more it will begin.

The dreams and screams ringing in his ears the cigarette burns and whisky smears make him stare.

I don’t care.

He is me and I am him, I started doing what I wanted to do, and he always wanted to.

Am I fact, am I fiction, his addiction his wine or fear we will see tomorrow when I am there.

C. 2007 RBMI.

Good Morning Mr. P

Good Morning Mr. p,

His element on the stove roaring and the glass pipe with an inside gloss come matt finish, a hunger burning, a wild wind turning, lost in the winters leaves, a cave hiding a sneeze the meths like ice begging to please, the whirls and twirls of smoke and no bubbles corrupting the troubles cooked by a mixed up - cocktail sleaze,

Mr. Meth’s at his best, six foot tall and bullet proof, the truth and sleuth a three day hunger begins to freeze, a form and a frown the glassy eyed clown inhaling the disease, exhausting the G’s casino sleaze’ no hero’s please.

If just one of you met Mr. P before his IQ had failed, yes you could have perhaps resisted the waste and paste from the swiveling cortex core and white trash whores breeding around his back door, multiple personalities and bi polar pores, begging for more, bending over his desk, loving thy guest’s and a self pity test gone horribly wrong.

A cloud of dust and a cough infected chest, this Mr. Meth’s at his best will be your death. A house once earned lost, once a new Car and Truck and daily Fuck… ducked, a twitchy high and friends waving goodbye, a sinking ship for that addictive hit, you now suck dick.

Emotional Waves feeding your Tide staying alive, a bait less hook, no trace, tangled, a sale and vale tail between your legs, you egg.

This I guess said and sung has not just begun but hour-glassed from slaved societies graves. The Rebel Rebelling, Silenced beneath the minority monotony machine. Just remember, No One can hear you scream.

Copyright 2007 Renton Innes, Auckland - Aotearoa. All Rights Reserved.

The Truth Hurts...

It, at this moment, the manic grin spreads across my face, as the tears fall down through an empty void I once called my name, but now my name is something that doesn’t belong to me, I knew it once and now I cant get rid of it, you can call me and I will turn to look, but as the look becomes a stare and as the gaunt left overs remain to remind me of the man who could and would care; cant anymore. Who makes me feel like these feelings make me do, who wants to call them theirs when they are mine, who wants to share a few and live them too, Do you? and while the mirror of my life cracked and shattered shows me who I am, was, or could be, who can hold onto that which cuts me so deep and who will rock me to sleep when the lights go dim and I cant seem to win. who.

Lost Love?

Can you hear me, can you even try, would you listen if you could, would you let me try

I never found it easy, I never knew why

Every time I spoke you looked at me like you heard, but tomorrow will only show, and too many tomorrows have come and then they seem to go, my words seem forgotten or don’t seem to show

Can you, just hear me, just let me know

So here I am with you in my mind and making time to be something I thought I was, to you and to me, just let me see that I am in yours and you are who you are, to be mine.

I don’t need you to be something your not, have you forgot?

So each whisper you spoke, when tomorrow it’s broke remember how I heard you, held you, kissed and missed you when you weren’t there and how much I cared when through the windows you stared, blankly past my reflection, my echo in the room, each sweep of the broom…

Can you just, hear me, once more through the empty door, through the gardens we walked and the each and every moment together alone, at work and at our home

Can you just be what you were and told me who, you are.

Would you just listen one more time, would you let me try, just so you know and me too, this is what you need not want to do. Can you?

South Auckland

Abandoned, I ruled the streets alone, don’t be alarmed by my anxious fear, my apprehensive curiosity, roaming the infinite openness cautiously, unconcerned but desperately seeking another looking for the same, I was fearful discovering my disability physically over again and again, frightened and hesitant, then running from that which arose unknown, a nervous panicked undirected exploration of the local surroundings, petrified of that which did not move away as I strayed, scared and terrified, troubled emotional strain, the intense pain, the hunger pulsing in my veins, nothing to gain, am I still sane?

Copyrights 2007 Mathew Innes - All Rights Reserved.

Mental Health

To those within, without. copyrights 2007 Mathew Innes, Auckland - Aotearoa.

The Rugby HypeUp Song

Don’t get in my way, don’t get in my way, what did you hear me say,

Don’t get in, don’t get in my way, it’s the last time I have to say, get out of my way,

And as the halt of a thousand horses hooves cease to echo through the night,

Another ray of light, shines through…out…

Don’t get in my way, how many times do I have to say, don’t get in my way,

When I interrupt you in your path, on yours, what would you say, HEY! Did I get in your way, can you hear me now cause now its too late…

Don’t get in my way, don’t get in my way, you heard me say,

What would you need to be explained, don’t get in my way,

If the right was swung and your; you’d give way,

Don’t get in my way, don’t get in my way.

As the sunshine leaves for the day…


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